Possible Direction? Curly or Straight?

I know I haven't posted much of anything lately and I'm sure the two people who are actually reading this aren't mad at me but I figured I would add a few things because I just want to say stuff without people knowing me. I don't really care if any one judges. I find it funny that people say they don't judge but they really do.

Anyways, life hasn't been dreadful but it hasn't been wonderful either. I have a small sense of direction now when it comes to my hair. I find that I like blogging about it.. There are times when I really do hate it. I started by transitioning in May 2013 and continued on until around January or February 2014 when I got tired of the transition and cut off the rest of my relaxed hair. I was so happy to finally be rid of it but waited for the oh my God what I have I done moment. It didn't happen right away but eventually it did. My hair was crazy short in the front maybe about 2 inches long and I couldn't do much with it. I started to question myself but eventually just stopped. 

My hair has very tight curls, I thought coils and not curls but my hair stylist said my hair was curly so I said ok. I started to notice that the curls on the very top of my head weren't as tight as the rest of the curls on the sides and back and again this caused me distress because what was wrong with my hair that it wasn't all the same. That's when I realized I shaved the part that has the tight curls but not the part with the loose curls. I was confused at what to do. Do I shave my whole head and start again loosing a year or do I just work with what I have and hope for the best? I've decided to work with it and hope for the best. 

The hair in the front just reached to the middle of my fore head. I would have to really gel and spritz it to keep it laying down but now it reaches just below my eyes. Like everyone I'm dealing with shrinkage but I know that I have length and I'm now looking for hairstyles that will help show case it. My hair is long enough to bantu knot it again and I'm excited about that. I think I might start posting pictures of my hair.